that i am attracted to another human being.. she is unavailable or interested. under the fact that they already have a significant other, or not interested in women. i have yet to be attracted to another single, available woman.. attracted to women.
the feeliings are there. they exist. its just i haven' t had the opportunity to allow them to bloom to their fullest potential. so.. i think i've gotten used to just not letting my emotions go there. there is a definite plateau.. that i haven't been able to plunge over...
the reality of it is.. yes.. there are people i am/i've been attracted to that are a regular presence in my life. i do not find it difficult.. yet it doesn't mean i don't think about them. i've just.. adapted to what the situation is.
..i sometimes feel.. that i don't know how to be in love any more.. that i just know how to be love. give love.
its all anyone wants from me.
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