friend.

i don't want to be alone anymore.
... and i'm not saying i want a relationship of the romantic kind.
... i am only hoping for a relationship of the extraordinary kind.

who said significant others had to be lovers...  who said relationships had to be sexual?

.. i've had this loneliness... for as long as i can remember ..a void that has never been satisfied. that can only be filled by [a] person. that [one] person. that [one] connection. that [one] friend... that i can call mine.. and me theirs.

i want to be called yours.

a meeting of souls.
a collaboration of minds.
a fixation of eyes..
an intimacy of quirks
an engagement of hearts.
an openness of love.
...
a comfort of controlled randomness.

i believe in such a thing exists.. and I hope to have it in my life. someday.

friend... i'm looking for you.. are you searching for me?