here.now.

The world spins madly on.
full of uncertainty
stagnant, I remain in time.

unaware. yet completely aware.

I can't stop crying.
I don't know if I can do this.

old wounds.
sad memories.

I can't do this.
I can't.
not again.

sinking

love's flutter..
has cored me through
stripped me bare
of all i knew
listlessly floating the course unknown
my limbs are severed..
my eyes are sewn..
what left to guide me...
fate
and fate alone.

sulking heart left sinking..
mighty spirits drowned.
wilting hope asunder
my body lays abound
.. my mind laid to rest.


tasting memories..
savoring love..
reminiscent happiness
that soared high and above.

my ephemeral bliss
all once golden
now..
gone amiss.